Me v/s God

my life,
just like others
a heart that beats,
a mind that thinks,
two hands & two legs,
equipped with everything perfectly,
but, I got a Fake Life.

God is great,
but really is he?
why his eyes are always closed?
when it`s something about me.

where are you when I am in pain?
where are you when my tears drain?
yes m asking u Mr. God
can you please explain?

you might have power
you might have fame,
but, it was my life
why you made it a game?

you gave me a heart,
but feelings mixed in mud,
take everything back,
just leave it to pump blood.

i have many questions,
for you almighty GOD,
answer me if you can
coz my questions are too odd.

you help those who help themselves,
but I never saw you doing this,
i guess, you only help those,
who already have accounts in Bank of Swiss.

enough is enough “Sir”,
i can`t take
what you have for me,
it`s my life,
my choice,
and you are not at all trustworthy.

m not your servant,
neither you did me any favor,
my mother gave me life
she is my author,
and that’s the only fact forever.

you give me troubles,
or hit me with pebbles.
i will never urge or plea,
till the last extent
i will fight & I will fight
and finally you will be defeated by me.

they say you exist,
show me your existence.
apart from your immortality,
where is your fragrance?

from my very childhood,
i`ve seen people
begging in front of you,
if this is what you like?
if this is want you want?
i would rather boycott your imbue.

at last I would say
GOD you are ‘Great’,
a great INVADER,
INVADER of Tears,
INVADER of Hardship
who loves to give me split,
but I don’t care, whatever it takes,
i will never say “I QUIT”.