Me v/s God

my life,
just like others
a heart that beats,
a mind that thinks,
two hands & two legs,
equipped with everything perfectly,
but, I got a Fake Life.

God is great,
but really is he?
why his eyes are always closed?
when it`s something about me.

where are you when I am in pain?
where are you when my tears drain?
yes m asking u Mr. God
can you please explain?

you might have power
you might have fame,
but, it was my life
why you made it a game?

you gave me a heart,
but feelings mixed in mud,
take everything back,
just leave it to pump blood.

i have many questions,
for you almighty GOD,
answer me if you can
coz my questions are too odd.

you help those who help themselves,
but I never saw you doing this,
i guess, you only help those,
who already have accounts in Bank of Swiss.

enough is enough “Sir”,
i can`t take
what you have for me,
it`s my life,
my choice,
and you are not at all trustworthy.

m not your servant,
neither you did me any favor,
my mother gave me life
she is my author,
and that’s the only fact forever.

you give me troubles,
or hit me with pebbles.
i will never urge or plea,
till the last extent
i will fight & I will fight
and finally you will be defeated by me.

they say you exist,
show me your existence.
apart from your immortality,
where is your fragrance?

from my very childhood,
i`ve seen people
begging in front of you,
if this is what you like?
if this is want you want?
i would rather boycott your imbue.

at last I would say
GOD you are ‘Great’,
a great INVADER,
INVADER of Tears,
INVADER of Hardship
who loves to give me split,
but I don’t care, whatever it takes,
i will never say “I QUIT”.

I will wait 4 you…!!

Few days back, I met with a girl,
who taught me how to live?

my life got meaning,
my heart started breathing,
I got a heaven on Earth.

but,
now she is far away from me,
and my life is again a mirth.

look into my tired eyes,
they need sound sleep.
but scared from the nightmares,
only they weep

one day I will bring you back
perhaps, you will come by your own.

till the time,
I will wait for you,
hiding my pain,
I will wait for you,
giving a fake smile,
holding my past,
I will just wait for you.

I don’t believe in God, but I believe in “You”,
I don’t believe in Luck, but I believe in “You”.
you are my destiny, you are my fate,
I am standing near happiness & you are the gate.

and,
I will wait for you,
till the end of my life,
being awake,
being life-less,
being dead in a grave,
but …..I will just wait for you !

Lethal Pain

Standing alone, with nothing to lose,
I am dying with a LETHAL PAIN.
Can`t explain how exactly it feels,
When your life goes deep insane.

So sweet were those memories of our past,
So sweet were those night long calls.
But now nothing is same as before,
I`m confused its true or false.

Now,
Chocolate tastes bitter,
And my days are night.
Without your presence,
This life is a fight.

Words can`t describe, how much I love you,
But still I will make a try,
Forget what happened and let`s start again,
Come back before I cry.

You, Me & the difference

Few years back from now,
the day we started.
Everything was so nice
My priorities were your only choice.

But…
Now nothing is going right,
I wonder how things can change just overnight.
You left me all alone n I`m crying in pain,
Hiding my tears in rain

How can I forget your support?
You know I m addicted of them all.
Never snatch your love n your hand,
Coz without them I will just fall.

With you troubles became so easy,
And I learned how to smile,
You gripped me tight to overcome my fear,
N you never thought of yourself, even for a while.

You say you are standing along with me,
Then y cant I feel your touch?
Baby I love you deep from inside,
And that is why small things hurt so much.

I always flourish those wonderful times,
We spent together, holding each other’s hand.
But now I`m afraid and a little scared,
Coz the Love is blowing like sand.

Your love is something all I need,
That gives me a motherhood feeling.
And it`s not a demand but an expectation,
This can help my wounds in healing.

Ask your heart to give an honest reply,
Is it too much what I`m asking for?
My life is life only with you,
And I don’t need anything more…

Why it`s me …??

Why it`s me who is wrong all the time..
Why my deeds come out like a crime
Why all these rubbish are so very prime
Why it`s me who is wrong all the time??

I don’t say ‘m right’ at every part,
Neither I want to play with your heart.
When things get extreme I choose to be Mime,
Yet why it`s me who is wrong all the time.

It`s never a pleasure to fight with you,
It`s never a pleasure to sit quite with you.
Why always our understanding comes on slime,
Why it`s me who z wrong all the time.

Whatever I do, I do it for you,
Anger comes in but the duration is few,
Everything ends up once your voice chime,
Still why it`s me who z wrong all the time.


It hardly matters who z right who z wrong,
Coz, for me d reason is stupid to move along.
I wish one day our feelings will rhyme,
Please make it quick, coz it hurts a lot
When I think…..
Why it`s me who z wrong all the time??

Sometimes I think...

Sometimes I think...

I`m God`s unique creation,
Coz the way I take my life.

Sometimes I think…

I`m so distinct at few things,
And thus my life z full of strife.

I love to sit alone with myself,
I love the tune of silence.
I`m fond of going beyond imagination,
to avoid my inner violence.

I am fed up by the way I am,
Coz no one thinks “he z right”.
Whenever I utter my point of view,
The conversation ends up wid a fight.


Sometimes I think…

Why should I change?
I am wot I am.
But again a 2nd thought rolls my mind,
this way my Agony can scram.

But yet I couldn’t come up with the answer,
What exactly should I do?
Happiness of life is still on a hunt,
n my life is all the way BLUE…!!

Significance of Love...

Some say it’s an affection, some say it`s an illusion
Some say it`s nothing but a mess.
But I have a bit different opinion on it,
Coz with Love my Life is “The Best”

My love is my strength which makes me complete,
My love is the Glimpse of my heart.
I can never betray my feelings,
So what if I sometime exert.

I admit my mistakes and I plea for that,
Can`t we just carry on.
I will always whisper those romantic words,
To recall the memories which have merely gone?

I`ll come to you when you are alone,
To cover you in my arms,
I wish I could make you feel secure,
I wish I could hold your palms.

Years will come and years will go,
My fondness will be the same.
Though I never kept my promise,
But this time I do it on your name…